Art: Was practicing alot, now not doing it at all. Keep plotting to, though. Might own a new book, don't know when I got them lol

FFXI: Level 22! Suck it dry! =i_i=

Love: The meaning of my life (), is still connectionless. HOWEVER, I got to talk to her on the phone tonight (As well as and ). I had a hard time discerning whom I was talking to when (despite picking Caru out easily when she tried to make me guess.), and generally couldn't understand conversation with five people talking (!), but I deeply enjoyed the chance to talk, and plan to do it again tommorow. During Anime Club.

Man... hard to believe it's only been 28 months (off and on) with her. I feel like I've loved her forever. After our (horrifically failed) Otakon trip (5 seconds of her face that I can't even remember i___i), I'm thrilled to get to hear her voice for the first time. I hope to talk to her without a keyboard more and more. Until we don't need technology to talk anymore. Until I can wake up in the morning and see her with my own two eyes, sleeping beside me.

Anime: I might to go Ikasucon this year. Also, Squall cosplay back into work; gunblade, jacket revision. But it's threatened to be sidelined with something I easily see myself doing (and having an assload of fun with)... DOMOKUN COSPLAY.

Also. The Emoticon Stick v2.0. Be afraid. Be very afraid. Now with more Cthulhu, catface, and as requested, Trowa Barton. And less misdemeanors.

Website: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. LIKE THERE WILL EVER BE NEWS ON THAT.

Card games: Saviors of Kamigawa is out. Ohgod. I built my original goal of Yu-gi-oh, an Exodia The Forbidden One deck, and I believe it works, and I bought it awesome sleeves, and I officially retire from that game.

Books: Saviors of Kamigawa is out. Ohgod. Read it in two days. Also, I read the first book of War Of The Spider Queen, all six of the Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy books, and picked up book 11 of Drizzt DoUrden's life.

Music: X-ecutioners. Pantera. fWhee.

Sex life: Pfft! You wish I talked about that here.

deviantArt: Consider yourself updated.

The good: Reached level 10 in FFXI. Now I can party. w00t. Live Sh*t Binge And Purge. I own it, super w00t. Also, I got How To Draw Manga: Male Characters.

The bad: I got a stomach virus. I gave myself swimmers ear. My window broke AGAIN, so now if I want fresh air to flow in my room, I need to re-arrange all the furniture to clear up the window that doesn't want me to die through either suffocation, blood loss, or tetanus. And that's gotta be a two day project right there. Oh, and no one I watch seems to exist anymore. You people need to update sometime.

I'm been feeling a little "eh" recently.

Also, concerning Ali's decision to leave ECRPG: I don't agree or disagree with her, or with anyone else, but I hope this brings along change. I, personally, haven't liked ECRPG as of late, and I juggled the whole "leaving" idea myself, but I opposed it and hoped for change. I don't know what kind of change I desire, I just know I hope it happens.




Oh, art happened. Go look at it. I dare you.

Me and were talking a few nights ago, and I was in a low mood, and sometime during it I said I would never draw again.

So I drew this as a swift kick to my own ass to remind me to grow up.

And I end up with something I've been trying to complete for six years: a anime-style human drawing.

A Gift of Roses is actually something I wanted to draw for on Valentines Day last year, based on a dream where I wanted to buy her roses, but couldn't find any in a store, so I gashed my hand and lower arm apart picking some.

Anyway, I started coloring it and ended up not liking it as much. So I submitted it twice, black and white, and colored. I'll let you judge which is better, or if I really should give up.

COLORED:
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UNCOLORED:
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Don't expect art from me again anytime soon...

I seem to have had an artistic fallback. I can't draw anything anymore, not even basic shapes. The last few pages of my sketchbook have consisted of some blocky thing holding a round thing, a woman made out of two legs (they came out nice) and a rectangle, and "A Car"... I don't know. I think it was a Hide check in an Applebees parking lot.

So... yeah... sorry, everyone. As soon as I muster something together, I'll post it. I'm currently working on Sasaki and my D&D line: Sera, Human Fighter; Umar'H, Drow Soulknife; Carad, Human Monk; Qualin, Kender Samurai.

But considering I've been drawing weekly, and haven't finished something in four months.....

..... Don't get your hopes up.